Pretty Girls

Have you ever been with one of those girls who is so pretty or so attractive that every guy in the room can't keep his eyes off her? And to make matters worse she is really nice and you like her other than the fact that she has everyone's attention. And what stinks even more is when one of the guys you are hanging out with says "All the girls my age are stupid" and you say "Hey I resent that" and he replies with "You don't count as one of those girls." Yuck! I just want someone to find me attractive and entertaining. I want someone who can't divert his attention from me. I don't want him to be just attracted to my looks, but to my personality and he can't stand to tear himself from me. I still feel pretty and special to God, I just wish the male gender was as sensitive or as caring. Or at least didn't care so much about looks. There are beautiful girls underneath every type of body. And what makes things even worse is that I was feeling really pretty and spunky when I went to hang out with them. My mood kind of dropped. Who knows it could be that it is almost 1:30 in the morning and I'm really tired. So I'm going to sleep and then working tomorrow and Sunday. Oh well I love my job and so it makes it easy to go! Have a good weekend!

Bible verse: Song of Songs 2:2 "Like a lily among thorns is my darling among the maidens."

Autumn

Autumn

pink noses and
rosy cheeks

clear skies and
a cool breeze

falling leaves and
cozy fires

guess what...
It's Sweater Weather!

Oh I abloslutely love this time of year. The weather is fantastic here and today I wore one of my favorite outfits ever! I know that seems so shallow, but it put me in a wonderful mood and really made my day! I wore my tan sweater, a nice pair of jeans, and my boots! I love when the cool breeze flows through my hair. I just feel exceptionally beautiful during this season. I think that it is because I see extreme beauty in the world that God created and I realize that I am a part of that. My auburn hair matches the leaves and I just feel God's power during this season. He is the warm blanket that I wrap myself in and he is also the cool breeze that turn my nose pink and my cheeks rosy. I hope you all are enjoying Fall as much as I am!

Bible verse of the day: Genesis 1:12 "The land produced vegetation: plants bearing seed according to their kinds and trees bearing fruit with seed in it according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good."

Losing You

Hot tears ran down my cheeks
At first I didn't know why
All you did was tell the truth
Somthing we've always prized

How could you do this to me
I thought with anger in my heart
Then I knew it wasn't you
It was me, from the start

I said goodbye and turned you away
I gave you the freedom to go
You took that freedom and are doing well
So am I, yet I feel so low

I couldn't figure out
why I was so upset
you told me that she
wasn't even a real threat

Then I realized
I don't know what I'd do
If it ever came to be, or if
I thought I'd ever lost you!

Bible verse of the day: Psalm 25:17 "The troubles of my heart have multiplied; free me from my anguish." and Psalm 25:21 "May interity and uprightness protect me because my hope is in YOU!"