"Friends Forever"

Friendship is an interesting concept. You think you have it all figured out and the wham, bam, slam, it tricks you and you find yourself in a completely new place trying once again to define friendships and the people that are involved in them. A friend is the kind of person who would go an immersuable distance just to see you in person, wouldn't they? A friend would drive with you while you go pick up your girlfriend, then sit w/ you and play solitare so you and your girlfriend could have time alone, wouldn't they? A friend would talk for hours on the phone with you while you cry just because they couldn't be there in person, wouldn't they? A friend would try and rush to the airport even if she knew deep down she was going to miss your flight, wouldn't they? What is a friend? Who knows? I sure don't anymore. SOme of my "closest" friends are redefining my definition of friendship. And some of those who i wasn't very close to are redifining my definition of friendship. One for the bad and one for the good. Maybe this is just one of those hard learned lessons of growing up, but i certainly don't like it at all. If redifining friendship means redifining myself to please other people then I don't want any part of it. But if there are people who love me just they way I am, and no matter where I am then they are my true friends. And may God bless them. I hope this lesson is learned soon so I don't have to deal with it long. It makes things hard. Or maybe friendship is sacrifice. Am I not sacrificing enough to be worthy of friendship? Who knows, but its too late now to work myself into a twit about it. So I won't, kinda, ok maybe I already did. Sacrifice-funny word.

Bible verse of the night: John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life."

Wow What a friend we have in Jesus!