PROM!!!!

Prom has come and gone, and it was one of the best nights ever! I spent it with one of my best friends in the entire world, and we had a great time. I would almost say it was perfect but you know hair is stupid and doesn't do what it is supposed to. Also my parents went balistic when my date and I fell asleep on the couch. We were watching a movie w/ a group of kids at my house and we both fell asleep. Whoop de doo! But anyway we had a great time, and we won a Betta fish, that we named Shiz! He's beautiful! I don't think I have ever had so much fun at a dance. It is in part due to the fact that I was comfortable w/ my date, and the fact that I wasn't searching for someone to dance with every single song. I danced w/ another one of my best guy friends, the one i had the crush on, during the Vitamin C song "Graduation." I started crying immediately. It was a great dance and a lot of emotions welled up during the dance, but I think it was good for the healing process.

I'm a little worried about our friendship lasting past highschool. I mean I understand we won't see each other every day, but we can still be friends right? And I haven't been able to talk to him about it. I mean we don't have to spend every friday night together, but couldn't we go out to lunch or dinner every once and a while. And I won't interfere in his relationships, which seems to be a reoccuring thing at highschool. I really don't want to lose him as a friend because he means a lot to me; more than i think he realizes.

Well I have still need to write my graduation speech and get to bed early, So goodnight world!

Verse of the night: Proverbs 4:23 Above all else, gaurd your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.