Monday, January 23, 2006

Pain so Real

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
-Evanescence

Bible verse of the night: Psalm 27:2 "When evil men advance against me to devour my flesh, when my enemies and my foes attack me, they will stumble and fall."

5 Comments:

Blogger Unknown said...

Hey. How are things going? That verse makes it seem as if things arent all alright. Let me know.

2:56 PM  
Blogger Niki in High-Def said...

Well it was an interesting break. I'm doing much better now. I'm just in a new stage of my life, its a learning stage, one that's been painful and memorable and one that is allowing me to grow into the young woman God truely wants me to be. Thanks for thinking about me!

4:05 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

I will continue praying that everything goes well. I hope your new year will be the best one you have ever had.

5:10 AM  
Blogger Niki in High-Def said...

Thanks. You have no idea how much that means to me. I intend on making this God's year, focusing on Him and what His plans are for the desires of my heart.

9:23 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Sounds like a good plan to me. Keep your focus on that and you wont even need me to pray for you. LOL

1:48 PM  

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